Kinda long but i want your opinion on what you think it means?

You have trust issues; the fact it's a hotel and not your own home or a place where people stay for longer periods of time (like you work in the same building sometimes for a lifetime) means that you're insecure. the woman moves away and you pursue because you know that is your role in the situation, you need to learn what she knows or need to gain her trust and get to know her. She looks alien because, deep down inside, you know you have trouble understanding other humans and their motivations, you admit you don't have a clue as to how the rest of us think. We are all alien to you.